alrighty . . .

instead of changing my layout, i decided to create a new xanga account. because this layout was made by a person whom i request to make me a layout, so i don't want to make their effort go to waste . . . and stuff. so, later on i'll be adding or subscribing to you guys.

http://www.xanga.com/NajEb

thank you! come again!

changed it

wow......

ok, the day was going great. relatives came over, got some bar-b-que going all in the while watching some movie, ate the food and finished the movie then finally started the fireworks.

all was fine and dandy when the neighbor across from us yelled, "FIRE!" and pointed at our direction. we were looking left to right, up and down, near and kinda far, didn't see any fire. then we looked higher and further and saw black smoke!

at first, we thought it was in our backyard, so we ran to check it out. but it wasn't us. it was from a neighboring neighbor from the next street. the fire was hella high and roaring! my dad, 1st bro-in-law, my brother, and my eldest niece went to the roof to get a better view. **i wanted to go up there too but SOMEONE was stuck on the ladder! so i didn't, DARN YOU!**

my cousin and i was saying, "where's gaolee? she needs to take a pictures of this!" then we both realized that she must have and PRAYED and HOPED that she did.

when the firefighters came and the fire kinda died a little, we went back to the front to find most of our people gone. so my cousin and i went to check the burning house on the next street with the other people by foot and car. when we got there, there was the rest of our family along with many people who came to look.

it was pretty sad and pretty exciting. sad for the people and the house, boat, and car. exciting because it was the first time this sort of thing happened. it's worse than what happened to my brother's car last year on this same day. AND channel 10 news was there!

the victims say that it was a cause of an illegal firework from a near neighbor. but who knows.

so yea, that was my july 4th. and when i get the pictures, i'll be posting it up.

you know, i don't think i have a best friend anymore. because i don't really hang out with that person as much as we used to do. why? SHE DOESN'T INVITE ME TO GO PLACES WITH HER (along with her friends) OR CALL ME! and she doesn't even treat me as a best friend. so if you know who i'm talking about and she said about a best friend and stuff, just tell her she lost a best friend a long time ago. i mean, don't best friends go places together, hang out almost everyday, talk everyday most of the day, tell each other everything and all that? well, she and i don't do that anymore. and when we used to talk, i'm always the one that calls her ass and most of the time, i'm the one that tells her everything and i'm the one that always goes to her house! plus one of my friend that knows my family, use me and my sisters. i mean maybe my sisters don't see it that way but i do. she calls us whenever she needs something and when i call her up to give me a ride to go somewhere the next day or so, she just say yes and never does. like one time, i asked her if she can take me to the salon since i have an appointment and she said yes and that she'll call me if anything happened. and when that day comes, i have to call to cancel the appointment cuz she didn't call me and i tried calling her and she didn't pick up. and then the other time, she called me to see if i can go with her so i can show her the way to my sister's house so that she can learn how to cook rice in banana leaf...or something along that line. and i asked her to see if she can take me to office depot to buy some sheet protectors and she said ok. so she took me and it was closed. then she took me to office max and they were closed. and then she took me home and told me that she'll take me tomorrow before she goes to the airport but she never did. so my sister took me. AND she still have my sister's digital camera and i know for sure that she will be "borrowing" it for a long time until it breaks or something.

but yea, i hope we move to either galt or lincoln, away from the people that we know so they won't bother us as much. but knowing my family, we'll have new people to bother us and crap.

oh and, i'm thinking of changing my wallpaper too. but we'll see.

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also, i'm glad i don't have that many friends and i'm proud to be a loner and an outcast.

but on a brighter note, **warning: ARASHI time!** Ohno's so hilarious and adorable like a little kid....and weird! Sho's a dork but Aiba's a MAJOR dork! Ninomiya's just too hot for words and Jun's a cutie! they are sssooooo hot in many ways! they're my yummy men! gosh, they're just too much for words to describe them! ^^;

aaannndddddd, maybe it's time for me to change my xanga layout but i dunno what. can anybody help me out there somewhere?

eerrrr . . .

another month, another wallpaper . . .